i want to shout if i can... i would like to shout a loud as i can...!!!!
argh...i dont know why i'm going to do with myself. is this someone that really understand me as her boyfriends?? i have try everything that i could do to make her happy....but why she did this to me...why...argh!! i'm totally jerk!!??
but still i know from the mistake and sins that have made before...mybe i deserve to be this way..this is one of payment that i should receive after doing many mistake and sins before.....
